♥ Celestial Lust

I'VE MOVED!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Please do re-link guys (:
I've officially moved (:
Thank you yeah (:
& inconvenience regretted. ~

http://celestial-lust.weebly.com/

|signed,sealed,delivered| 10:01 PM

scoop scoop.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

blogger just sucks bigtime.
haishhh.
can't upload photos now what?
html coding is like amok?
wahhh, getting on my nerves.
k nvmd!
& brace yourselves for the long post ahead (:

and so!
let me tell you abt what happen yesterday.
TUESDAY.
well, 10am me and dear reached school.
so yeahh, signed attendance, waited for turn, showed portfolio, done evaluation.
well by ard 11++ (:
OOYEAH. school's over baybeh!
Holidays here i come! hahah
Happy, happy super happy (:
So yeah, last minute vil and anthony asked us out for outing.
going sheesha at haji lane (:
but there're going ard 6.
so we had alot of time to kill~
err like 5hours?
so i crashed at dear's hse.
to kill time~ hahah
thanks makcik for cooking~
sedap! i was full~ hehe
so watched movie and ate.
so ard 3 i think we made a move~
we were still early so we made a split decision to airport.
Random i know! hahah
was there for an hour i guess we made a move again.
Got a call and they were otw to town.
So bus-ed 36 to bugis.
At where we got a little lost.
Okay no, wrong stop. hahah
so kinda late i guess.
and still, we had the time to snoop over to bugis street.
cos dear wanted to buy me an advanced bday present.
Thanks sayang for paying (:
Love the dress, cos i chose it. heh
So then walked to arab street to meet the rest~

So off to sheesha.
I didnt sheesha btw. The rest did. hahah
I just enjoyed the company of friends and the time.
Fun people! Enjoyed every minute of it~
Especially with dear by my side (:
So made a move at 930pm.
Hope sweet home at ard 1030? i guess.
i just dont keep track of time that much. heh
oh well, that was tuesday (:

today, wednesday (:
wa supposed to go to sch today, but no.
hahahah.
met up with dear and went to ecg or ecc eh dear?
after that dear went for soccer at eunos court. (:
AS USUAL.
was abit stunned by the huge group of boys i changed my mind not to stay.
really stunned. idk why either.
imagine, you're the only girl and suddenly u walk ard the corner and see a group of boys.
and dear straight went to them left me. hahah
glad i was otp with shera.
for a moment idk what i mumbled on the phone.
hahahahah. geez~
& shera!!!
CONGRATS ON GETTING A JOB!
happy for you girl~
so i hurriedly or rather say panicky told dear i wanna go home.
hahahah~ weird.
i didnt want dear to send me to bustop, cos...
his friends were there, so i like err yknow. mcm tak baik gitu.
bcos when it comes to friends and gfs for a guy,
well, i feel that friends comes first.
and i can understand that cos of certain reasons (:

so yeahh, went home and layan-ed the two babies at home.
Aidil so manje laaa~ pandai eh ajuk org.
and maisarah so getting bulat and bulat each day.
Dah mcm jah dlm cerite bong luh!
When i get to upload i'll show you.

and tmrw justin and some classmates are giving me a surprise.
what, idk? very penasaran.
haishh.
what i know is we're going to karaoke.
and im having cough.
very bad time! haishhh.
there goes my voice. ISHHHHH.
k blogged too much.
i dont even think anybody visits my blog.
hahaah! k nvmd.
for me to read though. (:

k will uploads pics when i get them and when blogger allows me to~
geez.
and and and one last thing,
i love md zulfadhli (:

till then,
dejavu~

|signed,sealed,delivered| 11:55 PM

like err, finally?

Monday, August 17, 2009

oh well, what more can i say?

tomorrow after handing up my portfolio, i'll be free as a bird.

That will mark the end of my stupendous torture.

The feeling is really indescribable.

Yknow the feeling of an extreme burden off your back?

Shiok i tell you.

Well, im already happy today.

Cos i finished my work, so yeah just need to hand it up.

& im done. For goodness sake, really done.

No more stressing myself up with really late nights and eye bags and dark circles.

Have to look good for hari raya (:

and did i mention, holiday is 2months!

so semester 2 starts after hari raya (:

gerek or what?

but sem2 will be rather more challenging~

gotta get myself prepared for that. (:

& bitchicks girlfriends are dating me out.

yay! missy miss miss them like effing loadsloads. heh ~

its been so long sinced i last blogged~

due to schoolwork of cos.

PAUSE! *screech*

no more talking bout school!

nah uh! not a single bit to remind me!

holiday means holiday eh!

won't post won't blog about what happened few days ago!

school's over!!

well, err, for now i guess.

enough with the load and stress. hahaha

REALLY. Being a designer is tough work.

oh well, YAYNESS ITS HOLIDAY.

and the best way to spent it is to sleep,eat,tv,laptop and laze.

but i think, spending time with dear will be much more worthwhile.

i look forward to spend my time with him this holidays (:

he's the only one who can make me happy and smile always.

he's my merriment, no doubt (:

i'm currently missing him now.

miss you dear.

he's been a greatgreatamazing guy.

i always feel special around him.

cos he's definitely special to me.

i love him like godknows how.

getting to see his face and be with him is a blessing for me.

i never could've ask for anything more or less.

Loved him for who he is.

No lies, no tricks, i see him that way, and that's the way i love him.

One of a kind, but only mine (:

I love you dear. Very much.

till then,
you make me feel brand new (:

|signed,sealed,delivered| 11:13 PM

Designer's or what?!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

heyhey (:
just felt like uploading the pics on last friday.
classmates had formal presentation.
remember?
a snoop of the day.
Thanks to vilvum's dslr or slr or whatever camera it's called.
I just love playing with it.
As in snapping pictures. Fun yknow.
Zoom in zoom out, focus focus. hahahahaha

let's start the day off in the workshop.
ard 11am ++.

vilvum big brother and me (:

vilvum and sheryl (:
vilvum step hot eh!

vilvum and fad (:

vilvum and nicholas chia (nc) (:

i had a good laugh at this. look at nc! hahahahah

mr cute chong en and vilvum (:

tgk ape tu dear? hahah. vilvum and anthony in the background~
saturday night fever or what?! heh

i loveeee my crazy classmates! oh yes, that's anthony!

dear fad and chong en (: cute guys~

much love, meeeeee~

lovelove~

nc super sotong here. hahaha.
with the hair and the ginormous earphones. hahah

let's move on to class.

what is raphael and nc doing?!

Mr Raphael presenting on performance enhancing drugs.
oooooo.

cheyy, paying attention ~

Jing Yi ( the principal) and Terry (:

Mr Terry presenting on reserved seats or smthing. heh~

still paying attention~ im a good audience. *rolls eyes* ahahahha

Ms Gwenn presenting on divorce (: woooo.

chong en and Ms Evelyn. (she's out lecturer k)

Mr Justin presenting on teens depression ~

Finally Ms Sharifah Saffiyah presenting on (you can see) overfishing~
got emotional impact yknow!
*clapclap*

Raphael and Jing Yi.
Blazer seyyy.

and this is only one-quarter of the class. geez.

Looking forward to the next formal presentation on this friday.
I'm presenting, oh no! and dear too.
And vilvum also!
Excited but nervous!
Wish me luck.
My topic is on Money Issues.
Aiseyyman, jadi Financial Advisor pulak eh.
hahahahah.
and Formal Wear. weeeeeee~
k gonna post another one about national day later.
K done~

till then,
finish your work finish your work *chanting* zzz

|signed,sealed,delivered| 1:51 AM

It's you, baby it's you (:

Monday, August 10, 2009

You know, this guy up there means a lot to me.
I may have just known him but it seems like i've known him for a lifetime.
What we shared , what we went through, only God knows.
No body would understand but who cares?
This is our love story.
Love has no limits? Well, we guess so.
If it wasn't for him i wouldn't get over my past.
His presence in my life was at the right timing.
The time when i really needed someone.
Someone to turn to, someone to talk to, someone to hold on to.
Well, he was there. All along.
He was patient,determined to help.
And above all, he was sincere.
Sincere in being my classmate, my friend and finally my love.
I've seen, i've heard, i've gone through our hardships.
& well, it doesn't seem easy.
Tears have been shed, hearts have been, well, a little hurt.
But beyond all that, i know something good will come out of it.
& my assumption was true enough.
I guess i have met mine ♥
What more can i say?
He's awesome, he's sweet, he's caring.
No doubt, i love him very much indeed. &hearts

till then,
baby you blow me away~

|signed,sealed,delivered| 2:55 AM

Heartpain/ Missing you~

Sunday, August 9, 2009

blogger is being such an a** yet again.
bleargh.
k whatever laaa.
today is like super annoyingly boring.
cause stayed, rotted, almost died at home.
sakit hati, heart pain luhhh.
ishhh.

so today, woke up really late.
Just to make up my loss of sleep this past week.
Felt G O O D. (:
but woke up, dad was being a nuisance.
haiz.
so then did my comm skills presentation from like 5pm to err 1am?
Cannot concentrate luh.
So many distractions. haishhh
and it's still not D O N E.
i'm a so w o l s.
so yeahhhhhh, then mum just told me something.
yknow mum and daughter talk.
only dear knows.
"how to get rid of someone's bigbig ginormous ego?"
haishh, stress luhhh and worrying like mad.
plus, seems like i have to be working from home again soon.
during ramadhan. hmmm.
mum not allowing me to work outside. haishhh
so yeahh.
menu will be up soon (:
back to being busy like after my o's last time. (:
kinda fun and exciting cause, it's my hobby to bake.
i ♥ baking ~

and hell yeah,
one whole day without him was baddddd.

i miss this guy of mine ♥ ):
baddd.
hope to see you tomorrow dear.
watch fireworks again. *big smiles*
hopefully ):
all depends on him.
so yeahh, shall just wait and see (:

till then,
never stopped ♥ing you~

|signed,sealed,delivered| 1:40 AM

Satisfying or not?

Saturday, August 8, 2009

hey guys!
guess what? today we we're supposed to be in school by 9am.
But we're LATE what else!
But the funny thing was, i woke up at 7.30am due to my alarm.
Slept for another 4minutes and woke up again.
Instantly i msged dear, to wake him up.
At last, i fell asleep again after msging him. hahah.
Then i suddenly i woke up again at 7.51am.
Looked at my phone, no msges.
So msged dear again, waking him up.
Then i fell asleep yet again till 8.03am.
Woke up, still no msgs!
So msged him again.
& i fell asleep for the 4th time!
Up till dear replied my msg at 8.33am.
Dear panicked cause he thought i was all ready to go.
But, i was still on my bed. hahahah!
And i just realised how IRONIC i sound.
Cause, i msged him to wake up while i keep sleeping back again and again myself.
IRONIC right? hahahah. Sorry dear (:
so yeahh, reached school around 1045am~
veryverylate. hahahah.

and in school dear got alot of comments about his new haircut or hairstyle.
or whatever you call it. hahhaha
my dear kena praise lah seyy.

" eh, neater leh" -Vilvum.
"smarter, looks better" -Shasha
"handsome man like that." -Sheryl
"you look good, nice. i thought you presenting today. (: " -Ms Evelyn

and no doubt i love my dear's new hair cut.
he looks way smarter, sharp and neater.
Or better said, all of what they said above.
& dear
Eventhough i love your hair, i love you more tau (:

oh yes, today classmates had their formal presentation.
Not me and dear, our's next week. *stay tuned*
Such a big change for some, from casual to formal wear.
Fulermak!
Woah, designers seyyyy.
Sadly pictures not uploaded by vilvum yet.
Nevermind, wait till the next post aye?
and we got to snap a picture in class. (:
him with short hair and no headgear ~

and this is what happened in the bus otw home from school.
we (me,fad,shasha) were bored, nothing to do. look at shasha!

"mcm lalat sey sha!" - fad
hahahahahah!

& me, burok face! tak matching yknow dear!
and finally, look at him.
girls can go, wooooo. hahahhaha
but too bad, he's mine (:

so the rest of the evening, i got to spend time with dear.
dear, no need bingit-bingit already k. heheh (inside thing)
We have all the time in the world to spend (:
Cause i'm always right here.
Right here for you.
Right here with you.
Always (:
I ♥ You

till then,
life is a highway~

|signed,sealed,delivered| 2:00 AM

Gleeful, esctatic, elated (:

Friday, August 7, 2009

heyhey! (:

today was a rather tiring day for me (:
i don't know why either.
when yesterday i slept like a log.
not even realising dear msged me several times.
wanted to reply but i slept back. hahaha.
sorry dear!
heh (:
so well today came school late.
hahah. planned anyway (:
so yeahhhh.
in the morning i had the time to take pictures with these two babies of mine.
K not, my neighbor's.

look at maisarah! so chubby la! selambak!
1month ++ only tau!

meet my ayang aidil! ABGNYER.
one year ++ (:

gosh i love his eyes!

shasha sanding blue foam!

thanks eh dear, hahahahah.

& dear cut his hair!
heheehehh.
handsome man my dear (:
i like (: hehehe
LOOKY!

and this picture is the last of his long hair!
heheh. randomness in this picture using dear's webcam.

and now, oovoo-ing with polymates.
hahahaha. bored! hahahah.
but fun people! (:

k done. im tired ):
zzzzzz.
and ohya,
i ♥ muhd zulfadhli (:
fullstop.

till then,
looking forward to tomorrow (:

|signed,sealed,delivered| 1:14 AM

CATA-POOTs and POP-EYEs!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

oh wells, yet again.
blogger is giving me problems )=
nvmd!
well, lets start with monday (:
Had our catapult trial in the morning.
Fun i must say! Our group won third!
Far or what our ball flew. (:
weeeee~
and at the end of the day, spent time with dear.
We had a very good talk. Indeed it was interesting.
Secrets revealed like that.
Well, glad that i got to know and understand him better (:
It just makes me love him more and more. *smile*

moving on, tuesday which is today (:
had drawing class. which was an amazingly as fast 3hours~
maybe laptop made time pass by faster. hahaha
i did work k! k good dyla good (:

so after school, went to airport with dear.
Met my dear abg, to get my $10 voucher. Heheh (:
so yeahh, after that i went to Candy Empire to get chocolate for a bday boy (:
Mr Justin Lim!
oh yes, HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY TO HIM! (:
okay, so stomach was rumbling so we went to popeyes to makan.

a very big quantity indeed.
we didnt manage to finish it up though. hahaha.

burok luh dear. sempat je snap. hahahah

and yes dear, we did spent the whole day together(:
i can never get bored of seeing your face too (:
it just makes me loves you more.
each and everyday i look forward to see you (:

nothing can say more than this.

till then,
fadhli, that's him ~

|signed,sealed,delivered| 3:09 AM

Provocative weekends (:

Monday, August 3, 2009

oooo.

an interesting saturday it was (:
well, saturday morning i rushed like mad, cos i was supposed to do the catapult thing.
but i woke up late so it was like OMG! im dead.
Thanks to abah for the A LOT of help on that morning.
hahahah. Yayness!
So ard 230pm+ shasha and her parents picked me up (:
So off we go to amk to meet vilvum for our catapult project.
Thanks pakcik and makcik! Appreciate the ride (:
Yeah, so after stressing a lot constructing the catapult, we're almost done.
So everyone went home except me.
I went to cityhall to meet dear and his cousins (:
Main purpose: FIREWORKS!
heheh.
It was fun! I enjoyed every minute of it.
Especially with dear by my side (:

cool shite i tell you. i was super jakon.
After 5 years of not watching live fireworks.
hahahah. excited like seriously.
heheh. but very tiring saturday.

so yeah, then sunday....
SHOPPING time with ummi and kakak.
oh ya, had breakfast at hajjah maimunah restaurant.
ooooo, super nice laaa.
especially the ayam percik. *drools*
heheh (:
so then, shopped for kain songket and whatnots for hari raya stuffs.
early right? i know.
just to avoid congestion and crowd during ramadhan.
hahahhh (:
this year will be officially purple for the KARIM's!
aiseymann. hahahah
my money in my wallet is really depleting.
haiz. what to do.
think long term dyla. T_T
and i trim my hair. k no cut (:
fringe tk menjadi. -.-
i don't look nice. to me ar. haha.
but no worries, this hair is for show at home only k? hhahahah!

i miss this guy of mine right here.

i know i met him yesterday and im gonna see him in school and class tmrw.
but hell ya, i miss him.
cause he means a lot to me right now.
I ♥ you dear.

till then,
the best thing about me is you.

|signed,sealed,delivered| 12:50 AM

Dyla is currently on Fast Mode (:

Thursday, July 30, 2009

omg.
what is wrong with blogger.
i can't seem to upload pictures of change fonts or anything.
cos the normal tab bar is not there.
did i fiddle around with my settings?
aiyerr, idk uh.
now blogging using html codes.
how inconvenient ):
hmph.
oh wells, as usual.
its been a rush for me these few days.
due to school projects.
you guessed it right? haiz.
after next monday i'll be real happy (:
heavy workload projects are over. wee~
and i fast today and tmrw too.
dear dear. random eh you (:

k im too blank already.
i've been typing and reading and editing alot.
20 pages of report write up? How?
Tired not?
TIRED UHHHHHHHH! zzz.
need 30pages yknowwwwwwwwww. *faints*
*jumps back up*
okay shall not rant too much nonsense. hahha
dear waiting for me to finish blogging. heh.
so he can sleep after that. oppss!
sorry dear (:
k done, tmrw is gonna be "shopping" day at ArtFriend.
oh yeah, yet AGAIN.

till then,
ilyt <3

|signed,sealed,delivered| 2:10 AM

*ZOOOOMMMMMM*

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

today is gonna be a fast post.
cause my corrugated board project is waiting for me.
AHHHHHHHH!
i'm starting from scratch.
as in literally. really. what to do.
haiz, no choice.

well today, schooled from one to four.
and then, spent the rest of the afternoon/evening with dear.
missed him lots (:
been so long since i spent time with him.
thanks for the day dear (:
ily <3

& abah tersayang, pls take care of your health.
you know yourself best.
we're just trying to help and advice but it seems that hmmm.
kita tegur pasal kita sayang abah. hmm.
your health is super important to us.
please abah. please.

till then,
a love like no other.

|signed,sealed,delivered| 11:38 PM

oh yeah im back again!

it's been super stressful these past few days.

Well had studio project presentation today.

I feel damn disappointed, demoralized.

I could have done better.

I hate to regret.

AH, WHATEVER. CRAP.

It's over! One more presentation to go!

Extremely formal this time. geez.

haiz, stress luh!

i'm super shagged.

bleargh.

be patient dyla.

2 more weeks and you're free.

2 more weeks

but!

before that!

FINISH YOUR BLOODY DAMN PROJECTS DYLA!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

*slaps cheeks with both hands*

k shall continue painting my colour wheel.

*sigh*

imy.

& get well soon dear.

till then,

you're the reason for the little hearts all over my paper

|signed,sealed,delivered| 1:29 AM

Emergency emergency

Saturday, July 25, 2009

stress stress stress.

slept at 6am yesterday.

woke up at 9.30am.

how many hours of sleep was that?

3 1/2 hours of sleep.

and now i'm not sleepy.

weird or what.

too stressed i think.

i can't even think straight nowadays.

so skipped model-making class.

reached school ard 1245pm.

it was weird going to school alone.

dear, was sick and feverish.

damn worried.

haiz.

so schooled till 5pm.

Lucky Ms Evelyn approved my presentation.

*phew*, but still need to find solutions.

damn, brain block.

i cannot think! erghhh.

i need to unwind and unbend like seriously.

or i need to do some soul-searching.

fcuked up with school i can tell you.

semester is ending yet works are overloading.

feel like screaming STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=.= =.= =.= =.= =.=

debilitated like seriously laaaa.

someone save me please.

T_T

i really got some issues.

i feel damn cranky all day today.

mainly due to stress, not enough sleep, personal problems

& i miss him. bad.

get well soon.

been worrying like Godknowswhow.

" I keep praying to God that you will stop appearing in my life. I keep hoping that it's not you yet again. But my instincts tells me another thing. How long have i known you? How long have you been doing this to me? I know you too well but don't ever use that as a reason to support yourself. Please oh God. I don't want to go through the same thing over and over again. I had enough. Really. I have my own problems to settle. I don't need all this. Please, i just hope it wasn't you. Well i thought i was stronger, but still i'm feeling weak. Tears tears tears. Please stop rolling. Don't take me for granted. Hate me for all i care. I'm a sick bitch to you right? Oh maybe i am. I ain't worth it. Not even worth for anybody. Let me rant what i feel here. Kept this for too long. Way too long. Let me be pessimistic for once. Maybe no one can understand me still. Oh just shut the fuck up dyla. Fake a smile will do. Yeah, i suck. "

till then,
jujur aku tak kuasa; kerispatih/demi cinta

|signed,sealed,delivered| 12:48 AM

BLEARGH.

Friday, July 24, 2009

STRESSED AND FUCKED UP.
REALLY.

|signed,sealed,delivered| 3:52 AM